And it blew up in my face just like a bomb, I can t stay calm I miss my dad I miss my mom, I miss my 45 s and all my friends are gone, I can t go visiting the streets I grew up on. And it still doesn t feel like home and I m all alone, all alone. Now I m sittin alone no way home and it s a two day drive from here, no gas in my car I won t get far, no one to wipe my tears. And I knew it from the start, this was gonna be very hard, but I know and I will always know, this is exactly where I wanted to go. So now I m rebuilding my home, stone by stone by stone.